Summer is here and like the change in season, changes in my life are upon me. I have decided its time to stop being a starving artist and return to work. I start my new job next month and although I tried to escape, its back to social services. I think the last 18 months have taught me to keep things stress free so we will see how things go. I am learning to simply live not for the day, but for the moment. Love still puzzles me and my quest to figure it out still continues. One of these days I will stop thinking about it and just allow myself to feel it.